Ive been in love before… Regardless of what the outcome of that love was I still know how it feels. The way I feel now is absolutely nothing like that. Its not even compareable. I knew then that I would do anything for him and be anything for him and no matter what happened I would be there. Only I expected the same in return. In the beginning it may have been that way.. But as time moved on I began to realize that he could say he would be and do all of those things. But he never would. I stuck around holding onto hope that one day he would change.. Eventually that hope turned to fear that I would never make it on my own. I was completely miserable. I couldnt take it anymore. I found the courage I needed.
The love I have and feel now is beyond anything I could have hoped for. The feeling you get when you know the person you love is willing to do absolutely anything for you without questioning it. Someone who can just look at you and read all your thoughts just by looking you in the eyes. That person makes you feel some incredible on the inside you cant possibly tell them how you feel in enough words. Its the kind of love you see in movies and always dream of but know its almost impossible to find.. Thats the kind of love I have found… And I couldnt be happier